Thursday, September 11, 2014
Its an irony that I'm actually missing the days sitting in the office of HSBC bitching about how annoying customer can be and how much I want my school to start. Staying on was a wise decision, and not going back perhaps was one of my mistake that I had done. I thought I could have find something better, yet I didn't feel so.
I'm graduating next year, and soon will be stepping into the adult world to earn my "first bucket of gold". With the rising supply of account fresh grads, I do feel inferior for my future. Worrying doesn't help but its an emotion which I find it rather challenging to overcome. Where will I end up in, and will my hardwork land me to a decent first job?
All these are ambiguous, life indeed is full of decision making, or u call it a gamble. I've made the decision 2yrs ago to gave up on what i had studied, and pursue something that I've never done in my life. Though the results are reletively good, but it doesn't really matters when it comes to a full time job. Experience is what people are seeking for and this is what a fresh grad doesn't have.
Am i over-thinking? I've quite a couple of regrets in my life, and I dun want this to be one of the decision that I will regret in my later part of my life.
3:40 AM +*__[[ final fantasy TaKoYaKi was here ]]__*+
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